Hey God, you listening?
People think I am proud,
I think you are too fantastic to believe
But, I want to know what you think…
I do not believe in you O Almighty…
I laugh at your so-called ‘powers’
I have lost faith in your ‘justice’
And even though its ‘blasphemous’
I dare question your ways.
I have a God, my God…
The One who brings heaven down to earth for me
She loves me but…even though she tells me
I do not believe in your omnipresence.
I may have believed in you
Had you not been portrayed in my image
I do not trust my image…
It signifies all that I have lost faith in,
Maybe, O Saviour it may trouble you to know…
I do not idolize you.
I do not try to make others believe me…
I do not let others tell me what to believe
I am not humbled by your magnificence
Because I do not believe…
I know people think I am naïve
But, I think I am an atheist.
Are you angry with me?
You think it bothers me…
Or do you think I am scared?
I just want to be far from the madding crowd
And above all I want to be…
Far from the ‘hypocrisy’ of your divine self.